I thank you for reading my first post. I have a HUGE problem. I have been dx'd for 15 years & I am in a long term relationship. We have been together for 12 years now, and I absolutely cannot control myself financially. I have a payee. When I get money, I spend it all the same day. I went and got a credit card behind my man's back, and charged it up in a week! A 1,000 bucks. Then 3 weeks ago, I got an increase on that card, and it's maxed already..... My man is exhausted and tapped from "rescuing my sorry rear end" feeding me, putting gas in the car, blah blah. I have bare bones insurance. It doesn't cover any therapy. I just don't know what to do. He won't marry me. Believe me, I understand why. I just want to get a handle on this so bad, It's just like water in my hands. No matter how hard I try, it drips out of my fingers. I always find a way to justify my spending. But my sweetie is at the end of his rope and is hanging by a string at this point. I don't want to lose him over this. It is truly a disease. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated.
Bi Polar 2
Borderline Personality Disorder
Diabetes Type 2
De Quravains Disease