| | Depression
I am Bipolar and have been on many drugs, almost every one it feels like. I am slipping deeper and deeper into depression, they used to only last 2 weeks but this is going on three months. My psych doc puts me on one and tells me to come back in a month. Then because it is no better, come back in two weeks, where he puts me on another after that. I am 100% antisocial now. I wont answer the door, wont answer the phone. About to quit/get fired from my job and drop out of college. literally all I can do is sleep. I sometimes think, maybe a major incident will help (which I know is ridiculous but sounds good when I contemplate it) or commit myself into a facility - which they could not do anything that my doctor is not already doing I suppose. Each day I get more and more desperate. I found this board and posted in hopes that someone somewhere could give me some advise on how to handle and stay alive until I FIND something to help.