Bipolar I in Active Manic Phase It's been a long time...well 2 years since I have experienced such a severe manic episode but its not even an episode I would now call it a phase and I just go and go and go...I started at 6:30 this morning and have hardly sat still except to play games on facebook...my kids and my fiance' look at me like I'm taking speed or something...I went without my depakote for 3 days then they increased it from 1000mgs to 1500mgs so I just took my first dose about 30 mins ago and I'm waiting to get sleepy and my head is killing me but I feel like I could run a marathon and I'm typing this like a mad person...it's cool and weird and scary all at the same time because I worry because I don't think too well like this and I lose time and forget how I got to places or how I got home and it just feels like the clock is spinning like a fan time is flying by so fast...can anyone relate? |