Hey all. Beck here. Just feeling really frustrated and ill tempered at the moment. What the Brits refer to as "stroppy". Woke up this morning with the blahs and a killer headache. It did not help that it is already 100 degrees. Knocked over a can of Pepsi and that made me really mad at myself. Needless to say a book went flying across the kitchen. Nope, it did not grow wings, I threw the thing. Maybe it is the heat coupled with a bout of depression that is making me so short tempered with...

Hi all. This is Beck. Well I have a new entry for the blog today. I sorta wanted to touch on the subject of anger management again. Basically I have two people in my life that I feel could really benifit from councling. One is my current
gf and the other is an ex. Both have expressed to me the desire to exact bloody and violent revenge against someone who crossed and really ticked them off. I would not want to be that person. Now I am all for revenge but in a civil and legal way. I can't/don't...

So today has been okay. I am just kind of tired and feeling a little down. Appearently an ex friend of mine has been harrassing another friend and it is really getting out of control. I feel caught in the middle of it. I guess I should point out that my friend also has bipolar disorder and often feels down. I wish there was something I could do for her other than just support her morally. We talk via emails and IMs.
My original issue has been more or less been rectified (not sure if that...

Hi all. This is Beck. Well I got back from a 5 day vacation and thank goodness. The trip was good but I felt stressed out. My grandmother does her best but she still annoys me sometimes. Not her fault I should point out. On the home front I have not heard from my bro who was complaining all the time. To tell the truth I am relieved. My thoughts today are all a jumble with no rhyme or reason. I don't feel like making sense today but rather just rambling about random stuff. I have not been sleeping...

Hey All. Beck Here. So my friend just annoyed me again with his complaints. I think I would rather take a beating from my gf then listen to my bro's woes. Lol.