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Today I miss you.

Posted 06-21-2011 05:48 AM by blueeyes22988

Today I miss you dad, I know you've been gone for such a long time now but I miss you today more than I have previously. I need a cuddle, I need you to tell me that everything is going to be ok, it's all going to work out.

I think I'm getting lower, I rose yesterday afternoon. Having had hugs with my dearest husband, I felt better. But today I feel lower I feel deaper in my hole.

I need a phone line to heaven, do you think that is too much to ask.
Posted in Anxiety, Depression
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Next step

Posted 06-20-2011 01:15 PM by blueeyes22988

What is my next step going to be?

My options are to
A) Move on, forget about it.
B) Seek help which would probably mean medication which may hinder me in the future.
C) keep it to myself and fall deaper into the hole I'm diggin.

I'm finding that this is making it easier when talking aloud (well typing) even if no-one is listening (reading).

blueeyes. x
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Hello, I am ME!

Posted 06-20-2011 10:05 AM by blueeyes22988

I am ME. I'm feeling a little lonely today, well mostly every day. I find all I wish for is to be NORMAL, whatever that means.

I'm 22 years old, been Happily marriesd for 4 years, I am a little unhappy at work but otherwise was happy with life.
Then I find out I probably can't conceive a child naturally and would need help. Aswell as having PCOS I'm overweight and can't loose it, so I'm on these tablets to try and help me, but I'm too scared to weigh...
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