What is my next step going to be?

My options are to
A) Move on, forget about it.
B) Seek help which would probably mean medication which may hinder me in the future.
C) keep it to myself and fall deaper into the hole I'm diggin.

I'm finding that this is making it easier when talking aloud (well typing) even if no-one is listening (reading).

blueeyes. x

Hello,
I am ME. I'm feeling a little lonely today, well mostly every day. I find all I wish for is to be NORMAL, whatever that means.

RECAP.
I'm 22 years old, been Happily marriesd for 4 years, I am a little unhappy at work but otherwise was happy with life.
Then I find out I probably can't conceive a child naturally and would need help. Aswell as having PCOS I'm overweight and can't loose it, so I'm on these tablets to try and help me, but I'm too scared to weigh...