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My First Positive Blog-At Least An Attempt

Posted 08-24-2012 at 10:55 PM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 08-25-2012 at 03:15 AM by Phoenix

Here I am....

Do you know what it takes to be positive in a blog,when the greater part of you wants to be negative?

Well,I hope you never get to that point;where you have a crises of more than conscience but also disorders.
I want to tell whomever will read this,that i'm trying extremely hard to place a positive a spin on this;after all,there are those who do this for a living.
This is where it stops.
No one can buy me because i'm not for sale..........
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Son Of A Blog!!!!!

Posted 08-23-2012 at 12:59 PM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 08-24-2012 at 11:53 AM by Phoenix

Just when I thought I was getting somewhere blogging,things began to backfire.
It takes way too much energy for me to post and I end up drained.

I actually have come to the realization that this has never really been about the views(even though it was nice to know a few people were paying attention).
My inability to continue blogging on a daily basis doesn't bring me down as much as I thought it would.
I have come to the realization that I have to do things at...
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Can't Even Be Myself Without the Possibility of.........

Posted 08-14-2012 at 03:54 PM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 09-04-2012 at 12:42 AM by Phoenix

It being submitted into evidence and twisted to mean other than I intended. I try my best,to be as sincere as possible here and yet and still potentially expose myself to my very own words being used against me.

I want my own life back;to know that I can post what I want,when I want and it not be used out of context.

They say the truth will set you free but in this case I feel that the truth may set me up.

Go figure.....
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Waking The Sleeping Giant To Open The Flood Gates

Posted 08-11-2012 at 06:05 PM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)

Well,here I go again.....
The movie that plays over and over in my mind has wound me up yet again(Hello Mr.Klonopin).
I can't get the thought of the accident and all its' subcomponents out of my head.
Why can't I seem to go forward,without feeling i'm taking two steps back?
I've had an eating disorder before but never 7 years straight nor in intensity of sometimes up to ten times a day.
This accident has opened the flood gates to all of my other issues and it makes...
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My Therapist's a Godsend

Posted 08-11-2012 at 05:01 PM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)

Even though she stated that she's retiring next May,I look back at the nearly 4 years of sessions.
She knows me to a tee almost,which is a reason that I feel that I can be myself around her.
She doesn't judge me and stops me when I wade in the waters of victim mode too long.
She is fully aware that every session since day one,I can speak about how the motor vehicle accident of July 27th has severely impaired my life but she stops me from time to time,which is a good thing....
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