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A Night Of Anxiety

Posted 12-06-2011 at 04:02 PM by PATammiee

My first post to my new blog comes on the eve of yet more procedures done for the back issues I've been dealing with now for 14 years.

I thought when I decided to have surgery back in September that by now I'd be feeling better, be able to be more active and well on my way to a "normal" life.

I feel worse now than I did before the lovely 4" scar from my L4 to S1

My new Pain Management Doc is doing 4 injections of Novacaine tomorrow. He...
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Hospital visit again!

Posted 10-11-2011 at 02:05 PM by Feelsick
Updated 10-11-2011 at 10:32 PM by Administrator

So I had another hospital visit where I was drugged to high he'll and sent home for a manic episode and anxiety attack it really sucks getting this med dosage down and not having a steady diagnosis for bipolar hopefully it will get better and easier I know that's optimistic but a guy can dream and hopefully I get the right meds at the right dose because if I can take 5 klonopin and still be through the roof and continue into a panic attack I'm pretty sure that's a mania but then again I'm not a...
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Today I miss you.

Posted 06-21-2011 at 04:48 AM by blueeyes22988

Today I miss you dad, I know you've been gone for such a long time now but I miss you today more than I have previously. I need a cuddle, I need you to tell me that everything is going to be ok, it's all going to work out.

I think I'm getting lower, I rose yesterday afternoon. Having had hugs with my dearest husband, I felt better. But today I feel lower I feel deaper in my hole.

I need a phone line to heaven, do you think that is too much to ask.
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Next step

Posted 06-20-2011 at 12:15 PM by blueeyes22988

What is my next step going to be?

My options are to
A) Move on, forget about it.
B) Seek help which would probably mean medication which may hinder me in the future.
C) keep it to myself and fall deaper into the hole I'm diggin.

I'm finding that this is making it easier when talking aloud (well typing) even if no-one is listening (reading).

blueeyes. x
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Hello, I am ME!

Posted 06-20-2011 at 09:05 AM by blueeyes22988

I am ME. I'm feeling a little lonely today, well mostly every day. I find all I wish for is to be NORMAL, whatever that means.

I'm 22 years old, been Happily marriesd for 4 years, I am a little unhappy at work but otherwise was happy with life.
Then I find out I probably can't conceive a child naturally and would need help. Aswell as having PCOS I'm overweight and can't loose it, so I'm on these tablets to try and help me, but I'm too scared to weigh...
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