Hi all. Beck here. I am not sure if these unresolved feelings are due to my bi-polar disorder or issues with a friendship I have with someone. I have noticed that I have been waking up recently with the blahs. This lasts during the day and into the evening. I feel moody and if a friend tells me they are going to check in with me and fails to do so I feel really hurt and close to tears. I have a friend and she tells me she will email/call me on a regular basis but then fails to do so. She also has...

Hey all. Beck here. Just feeling really frustrated and ill tempered at the moment. What the Brits refer to as "stroppy". Woke up this morning with the blahs and a killer headache. It did not help that it is already 100 degrees. Knocked over a can of Pepsi and that made me really mad at myself. Needless to say a book went flying across the kitchen. Nope, it did not grow wings, I threw the thing. Maybe it is the heat coupled with a bout of depression that is making me so short tempered with...

I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder this year and I am not sure if it is the right diagnosis. Please tell me what this sounds like. I am extremely paranoid to the point of looking through my boyfriends stuff and counting condoms. I get rapid thoughts and often react to them right away not thinking. I get so upset I start smashing stuff and get violent. I cry a lot if I am upset. I often times will get so angery and do something I regreat and not learn from it and keep doing it over and...

I feel as though I loose everyone I love or care about. It used to be so easy for me to make friends but I have lost almost every friend I made. I resently stopped blaming others and started to look at myself. I feel like the only reason I am loosing all these friends is because I stand up for people and myself and get angery at other easily. I constantly feel as though people are going behind my back and a lot of times they are. My boyfriend and I have been fighting all the time because I am paranoid...

I have suffered with Paranoia ever since my ex repeatively broke up with me for other girls and then lead me on again which I fell for since I was inlove just to be dumped again. The first time I ever felt paranoid was when my exes friends tried to convince him to cheat on me with other girls at a convention. I considered them my best friends and they betrayed me. After this I became more and more paranoid because my ex would randomly break up with me for other girls. I began to learn that he would...