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Consistency & Creativity

Posted 01-03-2015 at 12:50 PM by beth950 (Dealing with my mind)
Updated 01-15-2015 at 11:23 PM by Administrator

I told myself I would try and write everyday. That was a new years resolution kind of thing. So here I am.. even though today is one of my less articulate days. You should have heard me trying to pray in the shower.. stumbling over my words and editing my sentences... in a [I]prayer[/I] (I was and am a grammar nerd at times). Anyways. feelings...
Today I feel okay. I feel like parts of me are starting to peek through this cloud of angst and fear. It makes me scared (surprise surprise) that...
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Confused

Posted 01-02-2015 at 02:05 PM by beth950 (Dealing with my mind)
Updated 01-15-2015 at 11:29 PM by Administrator

Day 4 on Epival and I think my body is trying to go into a "high". I'm not feeling the doom and gloom today; I woke up feeling like [I]shopping[/I]. Any other day, that would be okay. I would indulge .. but these days I'm all like "oh it's just your chemicals Bethany"! So yes, I am confused. Today I am somewhat happy whereas yesterday I was helpless !? I also had a dream about things I do in my "highs".
I'm going to book an appointment with a therapist I used...
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One day at a time

Posted 01-01-2015 at 12:34 PM by beth950 (Dealing with my mind)

Day 3 of Epival..I'm feeling scared. Fear is not the way to ring in the New year. I'm trying to think positive; I have a supportive family, a (somewhat) understanding boss, a great doctor and I'm being treated. But I'm still scared- what if this doesn't work? When can I trust myself again? When can I trust that the things I'm feeling and doing aren't a result of a chemical "high" or "low"? I'm constantly questioning myself now. Am I doing this because of chemicals or is this...
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Unresolved Feelings

Posted 07-15-2012 at 02:39 PM by Beck21

Hi all. Beck here. I am not sure if these unresolved feelings are due to my bi-polar disorder or issues with a friendship I have with someone. I have noticed that I have been waking up recently with the blahs. This lasts during the day and into the evening. I feel moody and if a friend tells me they are going to check in with me and fails to do so I feel really hurt and close to tears. I have a friend and she tells me she will email/call me on a regular basis but then fails to do so. She also has...
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Anger Management

Posted 07-09-2012 at 07:57 AM by Beck21

Hey all. Beck here. Just feeling really frustrated and ill tempered at the moment. What the Brits refer to as "stroppy". Woke up this morning with the blahs and a killer headache. It did not help that it is already 100 degrees. Knocked over a can of Pepsi and that made me really mad at myself. Needless to say a book went flying across the kitchen. Nope, it did not grow wings, I threw the thing. Maybe it is the heat coupled with a bout of depression that is making me so short tempered with...
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