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Bipolar Disorder

Living with Bipolar

Posted 06-10-2012 02:29 PM by ParanoiaKills

I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder this year and I am not sure if it is the right diagnosis. Please tell me what this sounds like. I am extremely paranoid to the point of looking through my boyfriends stuff and counting condoms. I get rapid thoughts and often react to them right away not thinking. I get so upset I start smashing stuff and get violent. I cry a lot if I am upset. I often times will get so angery and do something I regreat and not learn from it and keep doing it over and...
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Loosing everyone I love/care about

Posted 06-10-2012 02:21 PM by ParanoiaKills

I feel as though I loose everyone I love or care about. It used to be so easy for me to make friends but I have lost almost every friend I made. I resently stopped blaming others and started to look at myself. I feel like the only reason I am loosing all these friends is because I stand up for people and myself and get angery at other easily. I constantly feel as though people are going behind my back and a lot of times they are. My boyfriend and I have been fighting all the time because I am paranoid...
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Help with Paranoia

Posted 06-10-2012 02:11 PM by ParanoiaKills

I have suffered with Paranoia ever since my ex repeatively broke up with me for other girls and then lead me on again which I fell for since I was inlove just to be dumped again. The first time I ever felt paranoid was when my exes friends tried to convince him to cheat on me with other girls at a convention. I considered them my best friends and they betrayed me. After this I became more and more paranoid because my ex would randomly break up with me for other girls. I began to learn that he would...
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Crazy life I live.

Posted 05-15-2012 10:45 PM by KayJayDee

Okay so I'm sure I need to see a psychologist but I've always felt like that would be a complete waste of breath and time. I am now 22 and as the days pass me by I start to feel more alone. Since I was like 16 I always told myself to trust no one but myself. I used to have many friends but I don't forgive people for their wrongs and flaws. I don't let the past go and I seem to detach myself when engaging in conversations with others. I like to be alone but at the same time I can't stand to be alone....
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It is almost Christmas...and I stopped my lithium

Posted 12-20-2011 06:28 PM by tmb0163

My life is pretty good outside of my home. I am meeting new and interesting people. I have some friends as many as I want actually. I am 43 years old. married for going on twelve years and I have a 16 year old daughter...two stepsons that are 20. I missed a dose of lithium a week ago and just quit taking it. My moods are definately out of control. The lithium works okay, but I am reading all the side effects and it starting to concern me. Pretty sure it was the lithium that caused my thyroid problem...I...
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