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I Just want to feel Normal again!!! Bipolar????

Posted 10-13-2010 at 07:45 AM by Marley1

Hello everyone.

Not sure where to start as I am new at this. Here goes. I have been on antidepressants from about the age of 15! I am now 34 and have been recently diagnosed with Bipolar. I am on citalopram and mirtazipine, but these medications do not change a great deal appart from I feel numb! My get up and go has got up and gone on most days!Some days I have mania and it feels great, but then comes the real low. When I was first diagnosed with bipolar, i just ignored...
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I put on a Smile

Posted 10-06-2010 at 07:56 AM by Searchin
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[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT][/B]I feel bad about what I am doing. I put on a smile when all the while I'm runnin' on an emptiness and real feelings I dare not display. I am out of touch and if I could just take a moment I would be able to peek at what is really bothering me. That is the thing, it is not all about me.

I am manic and unable to sort out anything. So why punish and get the guilt trip going?...
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Tired of being me

Posted 09-17-2010 at 12:34 PM by Searchin

[[IB][/B]FONT="Trebuchet MS"][/FONT]I am just tired of being me. Whoever that is... I am either depressed, manic, on drugs, off drugs, or a number of other diagnoses. I have never blogged before so I hope I am being appropriate.I guess I just need--what? I do not even know. Encouragement? I am bi-polar. I do not respond to therapy so there is no need to mention that. I miss life. I am stuck here in this house day after day without transportation and my husband just does not see what it...
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Things Seem To Be Looking Up...

Posted 09-10-2010 at 03:51 PM by Flossy66

Today, I had a really good day. There wasn't anything particularly special that happened (no random kisses or surprise presents), but for the first time in ages, I actually felt like a normal human being. And even better, I've started sketching again, which was something I hadn't been able to do for a very long time.

I think a lot of it has to do with a change in the pills I'm taking. My doctor recently upped my med dosage (so now I'm on 20mg Citalopram) and the...
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Living with Bipolar I

Posted 09-02-2010 at 03:42 PM by Flossy66

Not had a good day, as you might've noticed. I got diagnosed with Bipolar I about 6 weeks ago, and while most of my friends and family have been wonderful and understanding, sadly there are those who... well, haven't. And it SUCKS. Big time.

For instance, when I got the news, I had a private conversation with my manager at work. She was wonderful, but one of my colleagues overheard and the next thing you know - POW! Everyone in the office knew and I'm STILL...
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