Starting to wonder if the side effects are worth it,this week will be a good indication since last week I had off so this week will be able to see how low my white count got with out doing my Gemzar. Wish I could get this all out of my mind 24/7 it's here.

Well I had my biopsies today. They didn't hurt at all other than the numbing medicine burning a little bit. Now it is the waiting game. They told me it would be 3-5 business days to get the results back. I go back and see him next Wednesday! Then we will decide based on if it is breast cancer or a benign tumor it will make the decision on how to remove it. I just want it out of me. I can't stand the idea of possibly having breast cancer. It scares me to death. I am not ready to leave this earth...