Okay so I'm sure I need to see a psychologist but I've always felt like that would be a complete waste of breath and time. I am now 22 and as the days pass me by I start to feel more alone. Since I was like 16 I always told myself to trust no one but myself. I used to have many friends but I don't forgive people for their wrongs and flaws. I don't let the past go and I seem to detach myself when engaging in conversations with others. I like to be alone but at the same time I can't stand to be alone....

This summer I started going to therapy because for the last couple years I've been having major noise issues. It seems like every noise I hear irritates me. Repetitive noises, gum chewing, snapping, hearing tvs through walls etc. My therapist told me I have OCD and anxiety issues. I'm only 15 and I'm the only one in my family so even with a therapist I really feel like I'm dealing with this on my own, which is really hard for a teenager apparently. Today I decided just to look up OCD with noises...

I am in my 30's I am single, never been in love. I don't drive cause of a major phobia. I live in a rural area. I don't work cause of my mental disorder. I have to wait for the state (social services) to see what kind of service that they can provide for me.
I have only one just one offline friend. But she only likes me if I talk about her favorite actor that she is so obsessed with. She wants me to like him like she does. And if I don't she will see to it that my life is miserable....

I am finally admitting I have a serious issue and problem. I dont know if it is OCD or what it is, but I know that my life needs change. I am constantly annoyed by people and things. Whether it be a ticking clock, a tapping foot, a chewing mouth, or a heavy breather, I need to have a better control of myself.

I dont know how to fix it or what to do. I have been on medications before, not to treat OCD, but for anxiety, and they annoyances did not go away so I do feel helpless. ...