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Feeling REALLY depressed

Posted 09-04-2010 at 07:47 PM by hsp1
Updated 09-04-2010 at 07:48 PM by hsp1

First remember that online friend I have talked about in my blogs well she offically blew me off cause she found better. This has happened to me all my life, first my parents and then my peers and then co-workers and now this person. It deeply hurts to no end. Why do people even bother talking to me in the first place, I am a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On top of that I had a loss, I know that this is going to sound strange but I lost I guess you could say a pet. Let me explain:...
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I only have 1 "off line" friend

Posted 08-29-2010 at 06:06 PM by hsp1

It is a miserable feeling.
I have a super hard time making friends, I dunno if it cause of my BPD (borderline). Anyway, I think that my only friend uses me sometimes cause she knows that I have a hard time making friends. SO she feels that she can be nasty to me when ever she wants. SHe knows that I don't work, cant make friends easily and I have a huge phobia of driving so she plays on that, this is what I think. It shows in her attitude towards me. Every time someone suggest that I...
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I hate feeling like a nobody

Posted 08-25-2010 at 10:56 AM by hsp1

Yeah I am talking about my online friend again she has again made me feel this way. There was this guy online who accused me of things that I never did. Well I told my online "friend" about it and she was very upset at how he treated me and said that she would stand by my side. Well recently this guy is being all sweet to her. When I confronted her about this she was going on and on how sweet he is. That really hurt. I think that I am just meant to be walked all over. I have been...
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It hurts to be me

Posted 08-20-2010 at 02:47 AM by hsp1

I say this cause I am really wondering if I lost another online friend. See we were talking and stuff a lot, she was a really good friend to me but then my last email I sent her yesterday at 8pm I never heard back from her since then. I know that she was online cause we both go the the same site (not this site) but another.
Now I am so worried that she does not like me cause of the things I said in my email about myself. I described myself a bit more, my plain looks and how I burn to a...
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Feeling really sad again

Posted 08-14-2010 at 07:19 PM by hsp1
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I can't handle being left out. It makes me feel worthless, like why am I here.

I think of great things will be sometimes if that happened to me.
Being left out (outcasted) is something that I have had a really hard time dealing with.
Let me explain what happened at my last job. It was Christmas time and there was this girl about 15 years younger than I, who everyone thought was a celebrity by the way she was always glamed up. Most everyone treated her like royality....
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