Hi-Today is not a good day...I'm sad,hurt,angry. Let me give you some background info...I have been married to my 2nd husband for years. We have teenagers. we do not have any children together,however we have always taken to each child as if they were our own since neither parent was in their lives. My ex-husband went to prison and his ex-wife lost her parental rights about the same time for neglect and abuse.

Now...I didn't take my kids to see their father as much as I should have...

Ever since summer break i find myself more depressed because im away from my love

Hi all. Beck here. I am not sure if these unresolved feelings are due to my bi-polar disorder or issues with a friendship I have with someone. I have noticed that I have been waking up recently with the blahs. This lasts during the day and into the evening. I feel moody and if a friend tells me they are going to check in with me and fails to do so I feel really hurt and close to tears. I have a friend and she tells me she will email/call me on a regular basis but then fails to do so. She also has...

Hey all. Beck here. Just feeling really frustrated and ill tempered at the moment. What the Brits refer to as "stroppy". Woke up this morning with the blahs and a killer headache. It did not help that it is already 100 degrees. Knocked over a can of Pepsi and that made me really mad at myself. Needless to say a book went flying across the kitchen. Nope, it did not grow wings, I threw the thing. Maybe it is the heat coupled with a bout of depression that is making me so short tempered with...

So today has been okay. I am just kind of tired and feeling a little down. Appearently an ex friend of mine has been harrassing another friend and it is really getting out of control. I feel caught in the middle of it. I guess I should point out that my friend also has bipolar disorder and often feels down. I wish there was something I could do for her other than just support her morally. We talk via emails and IMs.
My original issue has been more or less been rectified (not sure if that...