Eating Disorders Be Gone!
The difference with me, is that im a pretty open person. Most people with eating disorders ignore the problem, ignore the issues they have. Some dont even know they have these issues. Im bored of mine now. I see normal people living normal lives and it kills me to think that im not one of them. If im not over eating, im over exercising. Ive im not too busy eating cake and chocolate, im obsessing about how fat it makes you and what it does to your body. The truth is, this past week, ive been binging. Ive probably eaten about 40000 calories in 6/7 days, not dont get me wrong, i needed to put on weight, and now i have, im kinda worried, but its nice not being constantly cold. The past 2 years has been about anorexia and control, and now ive thrown it out the window, and the the other extreme. Ive gone into a frenzy, and now its starting to suck. My head cant take it but my body just wants food. I havent had a period in a year. I just hope this one good thing comes out of it.