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Just feeling really down today.

Posted 08-22-2010 at 12:49 PM by hsp1

You know I am in my 30's gonna be 37 soon and I have never been in love or married. It hurts, I know love is not like what you read in books and stuff. I know that like with any relationship it has its ups and downs, but I have been so curious as to what it is like to be inlove. I have wondered this for 20 years now. Sure, I dated, but those guys who dated me were jerks, they either used me or they abused me. Where was I when they passed out the "lucky to be in love cards". I must have been sleeping or something cause I know they skipped me out on that.
It is heart breaking. Somedays it does not bother especially when I am on my PMS, that is when I am totally okay with not being in love, but today is sadly not the case.
I need a nap, hopefully I can sleep this sad feeling off.
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    hsp1:
    Hope u are feeling better. I can relate to your feelings. I am married now, with children, and I look back at my life when I was single and worried about finding love, and I think, "what a waste of time." I thought that love and marriage would somehow make me happy, but now when I am cooking and cleaning for a houseful, I sometimes wonder if it wasn't easier when I was single. The grass is always greener on the other side, huh? As I look back, I suspect I was depressed, and during PMS it was much worse. Taking an antidepressant (for other reasons) has helped me reflect back and also look at my life with a reasonable mind. If I could go back in time, I would tell myself to spend time on loving myself and being content in my life as it is now. It's something I have to remind myself even now. You are a valuable person, worthy of love. We all are. I should have known that love would eventually find me, and not to waste my time waiting for it and yearning for it. Life is too short.
    Best Wishes,
    Sunsetnan
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    Posted 08-24-2010 at 11:48 AM by Sunsetnan Sunsetnan is offline
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    [QUOTE=Sunsetnan;bt832]hsp1:
    Hope u are feeling better. I can relate to your feelings. I am married now, with children, and I look back at my life when I was single and worried about finding love, and I think, "what a waste of time." I thought that love and marriage would somehow make me happy, but now when I am cooking and cleaning for a houseful, I sometimes wonder if it wasn't easier when I was single. The grass is always greener on the other side, huh? As I look back, I suspect I was depressed, and during PMS it was much worse. Taking an antidepressant (for other reasons) has helped me reflect back and also look at my life with a reasonable mind. If I could go back in time, I would tell myself to spend time on loving myself and being content in my life as it is now. It's something I have to remind myself even now. You are a valuable person, worthy of love. We all are. I should have known that love would eventually find me, and not to waste my time waiting for it and yearning for it. Life is too short.
    Best Wishes,
    Sunsetnan[/QUOTE]
    Thank you so much my friend for your kind words of support. I really appreciate it. ((hugs))
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    Posted 08-25-2010 at 12:03 PM by hsp1 hsp1 is offline
 

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