You know I am in my 30's gonna be 37 soon and I have never been in love or married. It hurts, I know love is not like what you read in books and stuff. I know that like with any relationship it has its ups and downs, but I have been so curious as to what it is like to be inlove. I have wondered this for 20 years now. Sure, I dated, but those guys who dated me were jerks, they either used me or they abused me. Where was I when they passed out the "lucky to be in love cards". I must have been sleeping or something cause I know they skipped me out on that.
It is heart breaking. Somedays it does not bother especially when I am on my PMS, that is when I am totally okay with not being in love, but today is sadly not the case.
I need a nap, hopefully I can sleep this sad feeling off.