Okay so I'm sure I need to see a psychologist but I've always felt like that would be a complete waste of breath and time. I am now 22 and as the days pass me by I start to feel more alone. Since I was like 16 I always told myself to trust no one but myself. I used to have many friends but I don't forgive people for their wrongs and flaws. I don't let the past go and I seem to detach myself when engaging in conversations with others. I like to be alone but at the same time I can't stand to be alone....