Living with Bipolar
Posted 06-10-2012 03:29 PM by ParanoiaKills
I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder this year and I am not sure if it is the right diagnosis. Please tell me what this sounds like. I am extremely paranoid to the point of looking through my boyfriends stuff and counting condoms. I get rapid thoughts and often react to them right away not thinking. I get so upset I start smashing stuff and get violent. I cry a lot if I am upset. I often times will get so angery and do something I regreat and not learn from it and keep doing it over and over. I finnally learned not to smash stuff because I lost 2 cell phones and a lap top to anger. Then I get so upset I cry because I feel like I am going to loose my boyfriend because I am acting crazy. What should I do? Is this bipolar or something else?