Over coming demons
Posted 06-10-2012 03:51 PM by ParanoiaKills
I have dabbled in a different drugs over the past 4 years weed, acohol, and pills (opiates, stimmys and benzos). I quite pills 2 years ago and haven't touch them since. I quite drinking a little over a year ago. And I decided to stop smoking weed. Weed was never a huge problem for me because I was never a heavy user the most I used was 5 days a week 3 times a day tops. I never felt addicted to weed like most of my friend were at some point smoking everyday 8 times a day. My boyfriend and I got sober together a year ago and I stayed sober for 9 months then started smoking weed again. This is when I started using it the heaviest. It started to make me really paranoid and I started looking through my boyfriends stuff all the time cuz I thought he was cheatting on me. I also got reallly confused heard stuff that wasn't there and started seeing things too. My bfs friends liked to mess around with me while I was high all the time which didn't help. I stopped using a few weeks ago and since then I have been acting insane and angery all the time and still paranoid (not as bad as before). I need some coping advice. I would like to make things with my boyfriend work out and the only way I feel I can do that is if I become sober again like we did together in the first place and this time I wont be peer preasured into smoking again. I want to face my anxieties with out drugs. Any advice on how to maintain a relationship while quitting weed.