I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder this year and I am not sure if it is the right diagnosis. Please tell me what this sounds like. I am extremely paranoid to the point of looking through my boyfriends stuff and counting condoms. I get rapid thoughts and often react to them right away not thinking. I get so upset I start smashing stuff and get violent. I cry a lot if I am upset. I often times will get so angery and do something I regreat and not learn from it and keep doing it over and...

I feel as though I loose everyone I love or care about. It used to be so easy for me to make friends but I have lost almost every friend I made. I resently stopped blaming others and started to look at myself. I feel like the only reason I am loosing all these friends is because I stand up for people and myself and get angery at other easily. I constantly feel as though people are going behind my back and a lot of times they are. My boyfriend and I have been fighting all the time because I am paranoid...

I have suffered with Paranoia ever since my ex repeatively broke up with me for other girls and then lead me on again which I fell for since I was inlove just to be dumped again. The first time I ever felt paranoid was when my exes friends tried to convince him to cheat on me with other girls at a convention. I considered them my best friends and they betrayed me. After this I became more and more paranoid because my ex would randomly break up with me for other girls. I began to learn that he would...