I have come to realize that life has to be complicated for me,for it seems to be a distraction at points,from my daily ailments.
There is this intense anger felt inside,which I must admit,has gotten the better of me and my relationship with my family members.
I realize that my decisions have paved the way towards my current destination.
PTSD and Depression,along with chronic pain,for me,brings about anger but it doesn't simply end there.
I'm not about to make this a pity blog but I have to get this out to move forward.
When I say i've "been there and done that," i'm not bragging but simply stating i've been through more than my fair share of unfortunate situations.
For instance,i'm in pain right now and working through it while typing this.It actually feels like i'm in a boxing match with myself.The healthy part wants the best and the unhealthy,the worse.
Unfortunately for me,there's no on or off switch for what ails me,so i'm going to try something different.
This morning I used my phone's camera to take a few pictures.
One of them I even used to change my avatar.
Wow;there's actually more fight in this dog than i've given myself credit for.
Staying Positive In Negative Times With Negative People
When it seems that the world is against you and could care less how you feel,give a smile,for you've survived much more than any will know or care to.
This is your journey and you are responsible for trudging on,at all costs.
Don't let back-biters and wolve's in sheeps clothing stray you away from your purpose.
Your goal is to find out who you are;both your strengths and weaknesses.
If others are negative and lessen the severity of your plight,then let them do so;give them a hanshake and say "Thank-you for your comments but I have to move on and the way I see it,you're try to keep me back was working for some time but no longer.
So I bid you farewell,for you present no fear to me anymore. I just had to give you a heads up for next time we meet and we will meet again,in a different forum,with different rules.
Oh,you'll try your best to wear me down with memories of the past but I won't let you
How dare you try my life in front of six people.
I suppose you are just doing your job.
You will remember me,if you have a conscience and even if you don't want to. After all is said and done and the dust has cleared,i'll still be around.;something to think about.
People need to be treated with respect and fairness but if you don't want to subscribe to that type of fairness,eventually even you will haveto answer to your Maker..............whomever They may be.