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I've been in this "funk" if you will,for over 7 years now.

I have come to realize that life has to be complicated for me,for it seems to be a distraction at points,from my daily ailments.

There is this intense anger felt inside,which I must admit,has gotten the better of me and my relationship with my family members.
I realize that my decisions have paved the way towards my current destination.
PTSD and Depression,along with chronic pain,for me,brings about anger but it doesn't simply end there.
I'm not about to make this a pity blog but I have to get this out to move forward.
When I say i've "been there and done that," i'm not bragging but simply stating i've been through more than my fair share of unfortunate situations.

For instance,i'm in pain right now and working through it while typing this.It actually feels like i'm in a boxing match with myself.The healthy part wants the best and the unhealthy,the worse.

Unfortunately for me,there's no on or off switch for what ails me,so i'm going to try something different.
This morning I used my phone's camera to take a few pictures.
One of them I even used to change my avatar.

Wow;there's actually more fight in this dog than i've given myself credit for.
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Staying Positive In Negative Times With Negative People

Posted 10-24-2012 at 08:17 AM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 10-31-2012 at 03:10 PM by Phoenix

The header quite says it all.
When it seems that the world is against you and could care less how you feel,give a smile,for you've survived much more than any will know or care to.
This is your journey and you are responsible for trudging on,at all costs.
Don't let back-biters and wolve's in sheeps clothing stray you away from your purpose.
Your goal is to find out who you are;both your strengths and weaknesses.
If others are negative and lessen the severity of...
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If It Isn't Broke..........

Posted 10-24-2012 at 08:13 AM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 10-24-2012 at 08:24 AM by Phoenix

......don't fix it.

For me,things have become broken but repairing takes so much time and energy.

Like in therapy;sure it's helping but the one step forwards and another step back...............

It's all part of the process.
I have amassed 7 years worth of issues.
I've been carrying them ariund like a metal ball and chain.
OK, the first part is recognizing that there's a problem.......next is doing something about it,which I've done...
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My First Positive Blog-At Least An Attempt

Posted 08-24-2012 at 09:55 PM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 08-25-2012 at 02:15 AM by Phoenix

Here I am....

Do you know what it takes to be positive in a blog,when the greater part of you wants to be negative?

Well,I hope you never get to that point;where you have a crises of more than conscience but also disorders.
I want to tell whomever will read this,that i'm trying extremely hard to place a positive a spin on this;after all,there are those who do this for a living.
This is where it stops.
No one can buy me because i'm not for sale..........
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Son Of A Blog!!!!!

Posted 08-23-2012 at 11:59 AM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 08-24-2012 at 10:53 AM by Phoenix

Just when I thought I was getting somewhere blogging,things began to backfire.
It takes way too much energy for me to post and I end up drained.

I actually have come to the realization that this has never really been about the views(even though it was nice to know a few people were paying attention).
My inability to continue blogging on a daily basis doesn't bring me down as much as I thought it would.
I have come to the realization that I have to do things at...
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Can't Even Be Myself Without the Possibility of.........

Posted 08-14-2012 at 02:54 PM by Phoenix (Getting Out Of A Funk)
Updated 09-03-2012 at 11:42 PM by Phoenix

It being submitted into evidence and twisted to mean other than I intended. I try my best,to be as sincere as possible here and yet and still potentially expose myself to my very own words being used against me.

I want my own life back;to know that I can post what I want,when I want and it not be used out of context.

They say the truth will set you free but in this case I feel that the truth may set me up.

Go figure.....
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