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Journal of Addiction

Posted 11-19-2010 at 02:24 PM by Searchin


It has been a little while since I posted here. I am about three days clean. I made it seven days, used, clean two days and then used again. This stuff, meth, is a b---h. I can quit I keep telling myself. But a lot of the time I don't care about any of it. That is my addiction talking to me! So, I guess I will write from my journal and hope that it might help someone else.

They will plead, beg, and guilt trip you. If only you would come out and see yourself the way we see...
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Tired of being me

Posted 09-17-2010 at 12:34 PM by Searchin

[[IB][/B]FONT="Trebuchet MS"][/FONT]I am just tired of being me. Whoever that is... I am either depressed, manic, on drugs, off drugs, or a number of other diagnoses. I have never blogged before so I hope I am being appropriate.I guess I just need--what? I do not even know. Encouragement? I am bi-polar. I do not respond to therapy so there is no need to mention that. I miss life. I am stuck here in this house day after day without transportation and my husband just does not see what it...
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