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Avoidance

Posted 09-21-2010 at 11:11 PM by Searchin

Here I am on my third day off of methamphetamine. I am doing Ok . I am dealing with the cravings and trying to make up for lost sleep. What happens this time when I do get caught up and do begin to feel better. Or will I feel better? I stayed in bed all day today and just got up a little while ago. I am noticing I have trouble typing. My brain isn't functioning as quickly as I would like it to and I hit keys that I didn't mean to hit. I crave sweets, mainly chocolate, like there is no tomorrow....
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Sleep? Me? Ha!

Posted 09-19-2010 at 05:37 AM by Searchin

I am trying to think when I slept last. I think it was Wednesday night? I know I have been up for at least 48 hours. Sometimes I just have insomnia but this time it was chemically induced by methamphetamine. I don't think I saw one real day this summer. The summer of meth. I lost myself in that blur of hurry up and do more dope. Hurry up and waste what is left of your life. Running and never reaching a destination. It was a fleeting idea too hard to concentrate on. There stand I, in one position...
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Tired of being me

Posted 09-17-2010 at 01:34 PM by Searchin

[[IB][/B]FONT="Trebuchet MS"][/FONT]I am just tired of being me. Whoever that is... I am either depressed, manic, on drugs, off drugs, or a number of other diagnoses. I have never blogged before so I hope I am being appropriate.I guess I just need--what? I do not even know. Encouragement? I am bi-polar. I do not respond to therapy so there is no need to mention that. I miss life. I am stuck here in this house day after day without transportation and my husband just does not see what it...
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