Ugh, i cant believe im forced to do this! Its so embarrassing, but i cant poo! I have the desperate urge too, have for about a week now! I live on campus at a university, and the bathrooms are pretty much stalls. It freaks me out, i dont want other people to know/hear/smell what im doing in the bathroom!! Due to the freak out i get when im not alone in the bathroom (while on the toilet) i havnt been able to poo! And now its huge, and hard and so painful to even try!! Its not budging at all now, and im so scared! I'm only 17, and i've had pain when i poo for a few years now but i've been too embarrassed to seek out any face-to-face medical advise about it. My body keeps trying to push it out, and i want it out desperately but its so big that i dont think its going to fit! It's 7.07pm here, and as i dont have a license theres no way for me to head out to the shops. Any practical, at home advice??