I know this is weird, but I don't know where else to ask help! I couldn't find a proper category that fits my issue, so I just posted it here. Anyway.
10 days ago, weird symptoms started to develop: itching in the anus, pain and discomfort when sitting. I also noticed something - a bump?- in the anus, also, the anus opening seems to be pink-ish, red-ish as though it is irritated or something. I believe it is hemorroids because: my diet is low in fiber, I suffer from constipation (ESPECIALLY during the days - a week or two - before my period and during my period), I sit for very long hours without standing, bowel movements are always accompanied by straining, during the days before my period - a week or two - I feel very, very bloated and often have the urge to pass gas (not very pleasant, I know), and my diet isn't healthy (but I'm not obese - YET).
I have been suffering from discomfort, itching and pain in the anus area for more than a week now - 10 days to be exact (it started on Friday Feb. 17th.).
First off, I want to know if it is dangerous or not. Would it cause major injuries if I ignored it? I'm not sure if it's an internal or external hemorroids, but it seems like it's somewhere in between... I honestly don't know. Although I do think it's internal because the pain is mostly felt internally, while the itching is both internally and externally. Also, will it go away if I ignored it? If not, what do I do? Please don't tell me to visit the doctor, becuase it's not gonna happen. I can't even tell my own parents, so please, doctors are out of the question. I also can't get any medicine or any creams from the pharmacy because I have to tell my parents when I buy medicinal things - and I DON'T want to tell my parents about it. I don't want to tell anyone, it's very embarrassing for me and I just can't handle it!
Secondly, I've looked up some remedies like adjusting my diet and drinking plenty of water - would that help? My usual diet doesn't consist of lots of vegetables, but for the last few days I've been trying my best to drink lots of water (up to 2 liters or sometimes more!) and eat vegetables as much as I can (I'm trying
((( )!!!!! Would that help? PLEASE be honest with me! I wanna know if I'm doomed! Again, I really can't tell my parents or a doctor or anybody! Please! It's sooooo uncomfortable now and I can't stand it. Would adjusting my diet and exercising more help???? :'( I'm literally hopeless now. Will I end up having large intestinal cancer or something if I don't see a doctor?
I'm like, seriously desparate. Please help me. I'm just a 16-year old teenager! :'(