My dear, I read your story. When I was born, I had a head injury (1951-Spain) and I was treated as a boy for 9 years, with Librium and two other medications three times per day.
You may want to discus this with your Dr......and see. God Bless You!
Javier Burgo ( Brain Explosions, all my life/ NOW!... worst than ever- a Hiroshima white light with explosion, proceed it by the "BLAST" bigger than can anyone imagine!)..I am treated with ClonacePAM ) 0.2MG at night it helps!