Marijuana Problem. Is something wrong with my brain?
Well last year i smoked marijuana for the first time. The thing is, i've never felt normal ever since. I've been in a sort of depressional state. And my personality isn't what it use to be. I use to have a big ego, and now it's gone, and im a push over. All from one use of marijuana. Is this possible? Did it do something to my brain? Do i have brain damage or a psychotic problem, can someone tell me whats happening to me?
I've done it twice, but i did it correctly only one time. Both times have been under peer pressure, not that it will make a difference though.
Just throwing it out there. I can remember what happened clearly. I did it, and felt normal, then i went walking home, and i stared at the cars going by, and they never stopped going by, the same cars.
They move forward, then they moved back. It was like seeing a movie, and playing it back and then forward. I came home and flipped out, i thought i was going to die, and i called 911, luckily my sister hung up the phone.
my bro and sis sat me down and interrogated me. They ended up getting ******. and told my dad, and mom. And from that day on i've never felt the same. And i've been getting like mini seizures all over my body rarely. And i stare off into the distance, and blur out. And sometimes i get double vision as well. And whenever i look at lights, their blurry.
And my vision is messed up. And my thought process is totally wierd. And sometimes i can't remember things that happened like a minute ago. But the worst are my dreams, and just my mind. The dreams i get usually feel too real. And my mind feels light-headed all the time. And this is only after one use. What is happening to me?