trish11

Im here with a brain tumor, it was never found until i got mad headaches from a cyst. so far i got the surgery done and the cyst is gone and they found a tumore next to it. they had no idea what to expect next. so then i was left with a lil piece of tumor that was left on the brain. so i had to go through 4 sessions of chemo. it was hard when throughout the session, i had a seizure that shut down my whole body, even my breathing. then i had an infection in my head from the medication for my throat problem, so i had to remove a bone in my head thats 3 inches in diameter. then i had pancreatitis. After the chemo was over, i found out my hormones were abnormal, now i dunno if i can have a child on my own. I went through so much no one can imagine. all of these bad things came from medication side effects. I have a lot of support, but its been going on for 6 months, i dont know if i can still go on. i still dont have my bone back and it hurst everyday. I feel my whole life is thrown away. I dunno what can really help me continue going on. Is there anything or anyone that can relate to this??