Hello, This is my first post on these forums so i'll introduce myself. As my erm username says the name is Igor, i am 17 years old white male, I've never had problems with any serious/chronic ilnesses. (well except hypochondria maybe). Anyways about 2 years ago i got this huge scare of brain tumor, i can still remmember that any little pain or ache was putting me into this state of panic because i thought that I am definetely going to die. Well its been 2 years since that but now its back, it started about a month ago with me being afraid of a heart attack, eventually it got so bad that my mom took me to the emergancy, they ran all the check ups and well it all came out good. So as you can proabably imagine it didnt quite solve my problem because i am still afraid only now its brain tumor again. I have these shotting pains in my head, i hear from people that i developed this tic of closing my eyes rapidly and than mostly the right eye, nauseous (tho this is usually during panic attacks), i get these weird depressed thoughts that this is never gonna pass and that i am gonna either die or go insane from it and that really scares me. I am aware that it is all proabably just my fear but it freaks me out so much that i almost want to rush off to the hospital and kinda put myself into some scanning device but then i'd probably develop something else :S . Please help anyone , sorry if the text is messy am a bit upset and thanks for your time
