Maybe a colposcopy would be a better option than a Pap? Paps come back abnormal for all sorts of reasons, sometimes even for perfectly normal reasons such as your period coming up or some healing process/cell repair on the cervix.
I myself am caught in a wait-and-see limbo of abnormal Paps and inconclusive biopsies, and my heart totally goes out to you. The waiting and the insecurity is the worst part.
A kind soul on this board gave me a valuable piece of advice that I would like to pass on: Instead of worrying yourself sick, use the waiting period to take care of yourself. Eat better, take supplements (the folic acid is a "must"), exercise, enjoy life. I have been trying to do all this and forget about my next colpo...
Take care.
PS At least your care providers did not say to you that you have "a future full of colpos to look forward to", which is what I got for wanting this done and over with...