Re: I am so scared
Kristina, I am so sorry you are having to go through this. If you are talking about the BCCA in Canada, I went to them as well, and I had a very positive experience. They offer a counseling service which I hope you will be able to take advantage of (it's free), and the doctors, nurses and staff are all very supportive, genuine and exude a quiet calm (if that makes sense). I had contact with two gyn-oncs there, and liked both of them very much. Always willing to answer my questions, acknowledge my concerns, make me feel confident in their care.
I hope this mass turns out to be benign for you ((hugs)), I can't even begin to imagine your thoughts and feelings right now, I will keep you in my thoughts and hope for the best possible outcome.