Thank you for your prayers. How are things with you and hubby? This truly is a bumpy road we have to ride. My father is now on Nexavar. He was on sutent for about 2 years. Sutent no longer held him stable. So new coarse of action. I just know that all the unknown stresses him and I hate to see the cancer take over. He has been dealing with mrcc now for three years.
Although he feels its been a few years before that. As he had blood in his urine.(unseen by the eye) He was a truck driver and had to have a physical yearly. They told him he needed to get it checked out and he did not. He kicks himself in the bum all the time now. The would haves, could haves and should haves are always there!! I told him he can not do that to himself. Thats the past now we have to fight for the future.
I think he is scared and does not want to die. I can not blame him. I am not sure how if it was me , how would I feel. Altough I know its him sometimes it feels like its me. I do not know what life would be like with out my parents. Besides my family they are the best people in my life.
I am sorry if this sounds to depressing or negative. It is what it is and well its something I and others have to think about. I truly am sorry ... that we all have to go this road.
Thanks again for all your support and prayers.
A Friend Wendy