I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I would love to tell you that it gets easier as time passes but I cannot do that. The more time that goes by the more I miss my dad. (passed on Thanksgiving morning). The holidays are difficult, obviously Thanksgiving was tough, two weeks after that would have been his 61st birthday, then Christmas, and on Feb. 4th would have been my mom and dad's 37th wedding anniversary. It's tough. Something that helps me get through it are the memories, the photographs, take them out, remember the fun, remember that your dad is not in pain anymore and he is in a special place in heaven now. He is with you everyday, he watches over you everyday, he will be your guardian angel for the rest of your life. When I hear a certain song on the radio that reminds me of him, I smile, it brings me comfort knowing that he is with me, just in a different way now.
Keep your chin up, you'll be OK, and remember we are all here for you anytime you need to talk. My thoughts and prayers are with you!!!