Hi Kelly, Have been thinking about you glad you
posted. It is hard losing your best friend. My mom was
my best friend the one person you could always count on.
It has been 15 months since my mom passed away and
I still pick up the phone to try to call her. Your mom was
to young and it seems unfair but I am sure god had his
reasons for taking her so soon. My 2 year old saint
bernard Baylee went in for a simple spading in Feb. and
she passed away there. At first I was so angry because
she was so young and a new mother it was just not fair.
Then I started thinking about it that Baylee was one very
special dog and god must of needed her. Just like your
mom was a very special person and god needed her. I
know words do not help the pain only time will ease that.
It is still painful for me but has became easier as time
goes on. You have to when you have children keep moving
on for them. For me one of the hardest was getting
through all the first ... The first birthday, x-mas,memorial
day with out her. The worst for me was about a month
after she passed my husband was determined to get me
out of the house. He took me out shopping and it seemed
everyone there was a mother with there daughter and I
lost it just started crying right there in the store. I can
do these things now with out the intense pain now. This
is very fresh for you and I promise time will help.
My thoughts are there with you, Haylee