| Re: Involuntary Gasping
SOCA- I completely understand how you feel. I went through the same thing with my husband, except he had small cell, which grows more rapid. Other then his hip and back, he did not have pain either. His hip was how his initial diagnosis came to be, after it broke. The back pain was most likely caused by teh hip replacement, and favoring that hip when walking.With the brain mets, you would have NEVER known (until the very end) that he had brain tumors, he was sharp as a tack. He began having difficulty, but not until the last 3-4 weeks. It is a very frustrating disease. It is like the wind, it can change directions so fast. It is hard for the spuse/caregivers too, because we want to figure it all out and just make it go away, but we can't. Unfortunately, we are at the mercy of a horrible disease that we can not even understand. Hang in there, an dkeep doing what you are doing, never give up!
Renee
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