Believe me, I know how you feel. Danny passed on my son in law's birthday, which also is my friends anniversary. I will be going to the cemetary today. It was my brothers almost birthday yesterday, Leap Year baby, and it will be the first time snce they both died. I just keep telling myself that even though I miss them both so much that it hurts, they are not in any pain any longer. Cancer is the most heart breaking way to go. I am glad it's over. I wake up every morning mad because I didn't get to talk to them in my dreams.
Keep your chin up and tomorrow it will start to get better. I hope.... Cheryl