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Originally Posted by Kickle This lung cancer issue has just devastated me. I read all the posts, like Patsy only 43 (my age) never smoked, what's the deal? Where the heck did that come from? I pray for all of you, and please keep us in your thoughts and prayers at well. |
Kickle-
Sometimes I'm not sure if devastated is strong enough a word. However, as grief stricken, frustrated, weary and sometime angry as I get, I still feel like the luckiest guy in the world. I have a lovingly devoted, supportive and faithful wife who has given me 3 awesome little children who brighten any day. Sometimes I feel as if I'm being "robbed" of it all ...but then I know that none of us are promised tommorow and that life is a precious gift as short as it is.
How did caner happen to us? I expect we will never know, but suspect it is more than likely genitic. I've resolved that if I wake up tommorow, I will strive to live in such a way that counts for something and just be thankful that I got the chance.
Thanks for the thoughts and prayers,
conan