Janmarie2

Kim,

I am so sorry to hear that Stan had a terrible day on his birthday. It made me feel so blue today..good thing Faith posted some good news! You are probably right when you said he knows it is his last birthday and I know how hard it is to see someone accept that. I remember my mom at Kevin's graduation last June. Up until that point she was still talking like she would be around for years but afterwards she was so fatigued and said If by some small chance she was still alive for the next graduation which is Christopher in 2008 that she would need a wheelchair to attend. She tried to make it sound like a joke but I knew she was really thinking that she would not be around and that this was the only grandson she would see graduate and It was hard to see as it was like a stab in the heart. My heart goes out to you. I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn't. Not a great choice when it is have less pain but sleep all day or be awake but in intense pain. I hope today and the next few days are a little better. Lots of prayers heading your way this evening. And Yes I will have a piece of cake! Thankyou! JanMarie