ughhhhhh i'm so stupid,
i try to self diagnose myself with cancer of a new organ every time a new pain comes up in a certain area.
Gosh I'm soooo afriad.
i read up on pancreatic cancer and like barely anybody completely survives it
im fourteen and i have good general heath.
i have some heartburn problems but thats just a normal thing with me.
but my biggest fear is that if i let this pain thats in the upper left side of my abdomen, where my stomach/pancreas is, i will end up going to the doctor and them telling me im gonna die in like a month.
its not really a sharp pain,
but its as if somebody got there finger, and started to slowly push it into my abdomen, and it hurts described as is.
its relatively north east of my belly button. about two innches higher in that direction.
and i can even point to where it hurts.
push on it and everything
it only hurts randomly about three times a day.
i'm just so scared because the pain is just random,
and pancreatic cancer has barely any symptoms
and i dont want to be diagnosed with something as horrible as that.
i'm going to the doctor in about two days,
and im not going to bring up cancer.
cuz i already went once thinking i had brain cancer.
it was my first time so he was okay and sentimental.
but im so confused?
im only 14?
do kids my age get pancreatic cancer?
it gets me so upset.
i wish we had a world without cancer.
so my worrys would go away.
because cancer to me means
cancer=slow and horrible death..
gosh all my other friends get to live there life with no worrys, why do i get pains that seem like cancer to me?
can somebody answer my questoin?
does it SOUND like i have pancreatic cancer?
this subject can get me into tears on a bad day
help me please.