I'm dying from lung and liver cancer
I had a CT scan on 9/29/09 , Before I got home my Doctor of 20 years called me and wanted me to come right to his office, He has made that call 3 other times since 1994, So I was pretty sure what he was going to tell me, The last 3 times the cancer was small and they where able to cut it out, But this time it is larger and has moved to my liver, My lungs have been cut on so much there is not much left. They wanted to give me chemo but after being told chemo can not cure the cancer just may be pro long my life an extra 6 to 12 months I decided not to go through it, My quality of life isn't to bad yet
So I decided to get on Hospice care and enjoy as much of life before it gets bad. they tell me I have 6 to 9 months, But no one has a crystal ball so I'll just take each day as it comes, The only thing that really bothers me is I have a 22 year old son And we have always been very very close. And I have been having a really hard time telling him, But I need to asap, I have a Hospice person coming over this Sunday to help me talk to him.
I do feel that God has given me the last 15 years since my first cancer so I could see my son grow into a very smart young man. I prayed to God to let me see my son grow up back in 94 and he let me. I use to joke that Haven didn't want me and Hell was afraid I'd take over. Well now I pray that it's Haven and not Hell that wants me.
God Bless you all.