I understand how you feel BENZI. It would be great if we could leave the doctoring to the doctors, so we could pay attention to living our lives they way we were meant to.
The doctors are pretty hard-headed. They are hard to fight when you are vulnerable too. I'm very aware of that. I feel bad that I too, trusted the docs...when they didn't deserve it, and now I'm paying.
That is why I encourage you to take your time, and do the research. In the end you may wind up having to sort of "augment" what the doctors want...in order to feel good.
They aren't keeping a roof over your head, and taking on your responsibilities. That is why you have to be the ultimate decisionmaker.
I do wish you good luck with this!
PS: Stay strong..