I'm scared
I just went for my annual pap test and was told by the physician's assistant who examined me that I have a polyp on my cervix. I hope that's not bad! She asked if anyone ever told me that there's one there and I said no. I had a pap test done last April and my doctor who did it then didn't mention it. Maybe it wasn't there then? You'd think he'd mention it, wouldn't he? That's what leads me to believe that it developed within the last year. My test last year came back okay, and now I have to wait for the results of this one. The possibility of cancer keeps running through my head. I know, probably the chances of it showing up are low, but they're there just the same. I'm a natural worrier and if there's just a 1 in a million chance of getting something, I most likely will worry about it. I know I probably should have asked the PA-C my questions, but I was just sort of in shock at the time. I guess I never think that anything can go wrong with my health, but now that she's told me about the growth, all sorts of things are running through my head. I didn't even think to ask how many days it would take to get the results back. Also, I was thinking, if there's a polyp there, would they want to remove it sometime even if things are okay otherwise? I just didn't know if it might continue to grow and/or if it would cause problems even if not cancerous. Thanks for any help. I feel really sad now and yesterday when I got out of there I really felt sick to my stomach. I'm trying not to worry, but it's so hard not to.
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