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soviet · 08-15-2010, 08:38 PM

I dunno, I'm just not in the right place at the moment and I feel guilty for it. I feel so ******* guilty about everything, but if I block it all out I can have a little bit of reality in my life. I just know once I start thinking about everything I'm going to the lose the plot big time.

soviet · 08-15-2010, 08:40 PM

But that's why I stay up, so I don't have to sleep and start thinking about stuff. I know when I start thinking about stuff, that I'm going to lose the plot.

shisslak · 08-16-2010, 06:34 AM

soviet,

I can hear your pain. Keep writing, maybe writing is your type of therapy.

Try to rest and hopefully you will begin to feel better. The death of your mother is not suppose to be forgotten when the service is over. It is alright to remember and cry for as long as you wish.

I will keep looking for your post.

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