rich123

hello i am 32 years old,and just over a year ago i found out i had tc.i first had symtoms about five years ago.i just it would clear up.well it didnt and in the last year i have gone through five cycles of the bug juice(chemo.)and had two surgries.the first one i had a five pound tummor removed(left testicale)and the second one i had R.P.L.N.D.and my left kidny removed.(16 and a half hours)right after surgeryi pulled out the breathing tube.they strapped me down and put it back in.after that i worked the breathing tube out with my theeth.it got stuck and i could not breath and my hands were still strapped down.just as i blacked out one of them noticed me.i wont even go into what i saw after i blacked out.well the next thing i know im in icu waving to my wife.and the bad parti s that they didnt tell my family this happened.i remembered all this obout about a month later.also i do not remember anything of the 20 something days i was there.and i now have these attacks where i cant breath.things .just have not been the same ever since,and im sure all this has taken a tole on my wife and 12 year old son.can any one tell me if im having these attacts because i suffercated after rplnd surgry?also should have the doctor told my famly what happened, eventhough i only suffercated for just afew seconds?