I honestly dont know what to do anymore. I am so tired of worrying over my health...I am fourteen years old will be fourteen and a half in august. I have no. not one trace of any type of cancer in my family. no health issues. i've always been healthy only the docter a few times a year. im just a little bit overweight. I've been through alot in the past 6 months...In january i started getting headaches all day long. and my family said its most probrably from not wearing my glasses for such a long time its probrably catching up to me. so we got contacts. and my headaches went away, execpt i was so stressed because honestly.( i though my headaches were from brain cancer and i was going to die..) i know it sounds so morbid. But where does it end? I got a blood test and he said, you have PERFECT blood count every vitamin T-cell. everything was tip top perfect. and he said. people would kill for you blood results. and than for that week afterwards. i was completely happy and worry free. till i got a stomach virus and had a panic attack and i thought it was some sorta stomach cancer. i really honestly know how ridiculous all this sounds. but i was blaming all my illnesses to cancer. because to be honest i have a huge. fear of death. i dont want to die now.
. thats pretty much it. and the next four months i went in an out of little things. but it all went away. i had a sore rib for three weeks and got a chest x-ray and they didnt find anything. well now. it was coming upon the end of may. and i was eating a ton of food. just enjoying life and being with family and friends. and just eating all the foods that screwed up my diet. i had daily heartburn. fullness. and bloating. and now. the beginning of june. i am constipated. only go to the bathroom like once every day. i feel like i need to go after i went. like if there is more to come out. its weird. my stools are normal lenght and size. but they are flat. only about a half an inch height. or from what i can tell with my eyes. and the abdominal pain i get is on the left side of my body. where the transverse colon would be i guess? and it just gets old. im tired of feeling ucky. i just want to be normal again. like every other kid and stop thinking im going to take a dirt nap because of some random terminal illness. and cuz of my stupidity in nature. i thought i had colon cancer. and i looked it up in the national cancer institute. and the chances of a child getting colorectal cancer is 1 in a million people under the age of twenty. per year!
now obvoisly i dont know how many people are under twenty in america. but i can guess its 1/3 of our populatoin. and thats like 100 people with those odds. and all those kids have the adenomous polyp syndrome or whatever. so if i went to the docter he would think im stupid. i've been to the doctor for alot of ridiculous stuff in the past 6 months. and if i go back they'll think im coo coo.
but one thing.
whats really really bothering me...
is for the past two days.
i havent got hungry. AT ALL
its the weirdest thing though.
its not like i lost my appetite
cuz i havent.
i can eat a HUGE meal. and barely feel full.
but i dont fell hungry.
even before or after.
so its like as if im eating, cuz i have to to live.
im not hungry at all.
i have no fatigue.
its just soooooo weird and its scaring me.
my dad just thinks its cuz im sooo backed up my body doesnt want me to put in any more than it can handle..
but i dont know.
could it be irritable bowel syndrome?
cuz i have random diarheaaha like twice a month.
or mushy stools.
i just pray its nothing unusual
help me pleaseeee!.