I agree with pastorwife. I was told my small cell lung cancer would kill me within 2-3 years. I even argued with my Oncologist on the treatments that he was prescribing. I didn't like it either. Then I became more proactive and started doing the research and found that my Oncologist was right. This sounds so mundane but it really is true, your attitude can make you or break you. Be kind to yourself and others. BELIEVE that you will get well. Instead of saying "why me?" Say why not me? I believe we create our own "health" fields and if we're still here, there's a reason.
I believe our attitudes and beliefs are the key to wether we survive or not. It's been 6.5 years for me. Cured? Well I pray it's so, but if it comes back, God and me, will just keep fighting. I hope these words help. My very best to you, and your providers. I also think that support within your cancer network would be a good step to take.