I wrote on your other note and I pray that you can get this worked out. It sounds like during this transition period you need to see each other a little bit closer together. I know during my recent stabilization I met weekly until the pain was better controlled then we stretched it out to two weeks. Now that I am doing better we have stretched it out to four weeks.
Aw, Confused, I'm SO sorry you're going through this. You know, Methadone might be a wonderful alternative for you! If your doc agrees, you might feel just awesome, and it's SO cheap! I've never tried it, but I've heard some great things. I'll be praying for you, my friend.