I saw my surgeon again yesterday. He reviewed my MRI. They have to go in and see where the fluid is leaking from in my back and stitch it up, decide what to do with the synovial cyst on my back. I have a CT scan next week. If my fusion has taken well enough they are going to remove my hardware while they are in there.
It was a long ride for me and alot of walking. The nerve stabbing, lightening bolt pain was so bad yesterday. It comes and goes but alot of activity triggers it and it will just bring tears to my eyes and I have to hold on to something when it hits. It leaves soreness in my buttocks for a while afterwards. They dont give me anything extra for this pain, I just hope surgery will make it go away.
I have cried and cried. I dont want to ask for help again even though people offered. They did it last time too. Some were great, others were just here in body and nothing else, another good friend just left me high and dry after the hospital stay.